Every night, she lay awake until dawn, tears soaking her pillow. During the day, however, she still put on the facade of a dutiful wife and mother, managing the household.,"You little rascal, what are you looking at Get down on your knees and behave!" A few Red Guards beside Li Yan saw him speaking to Rong Zhaonan, so they immediately reprimanded him.,Although Li Yan wasn't really a good husband, nor a good father.。